The powers that be, on <deleted>, have warned me once again about “borderline inappropriate” posts — this one being a comment affixed to a photo of Stephen embracing his wife, under which I wrote, ‘I want him to hold me like that.” I guess they resent my suggesting he should sin.
Previously it has been suggested that I am stalking Stephen and his family. I looked back over the posts and understood how a person of conservative and scrupulously careful demeanor could construe it that way. Okay, I am certainly obsessive, and it shows. So I posted disclaimers and thought it would close the matter.
This makes me weary. I hate being scolded more than i hate being misunderstood. I want Dan to be here and tell me how wonderful I am, but he is home where he belongs, and I have to get up in the morning.